“I am afraid I will be like this forever.”
— Sierra DeMulder, “Today Means Amen”
I am intentionally causing problems on Letterboxd.
"The gods' chosen" "the gods' champion" no that's the god's little wind up toy. The gods' chew toy. The gods' favorite barbie doll
I feel like family relationship are based on unfairness. Especially coming from the one outside of parents and siblings
I keep wondering if my grandmother loved me. Because I love her, more than I thought I did
I thought for a long time that anger could change into hatred and that I could detach myself from my family
But it’s like chain I can’t even accept to get rid of
"my friend from England" "my friend form Ecuador" "my friend from Australia" "my friend from Brazil".. me talking about my mutuals who I've never spoken directly to
I love being borderline one having anxiety. I love overthinking my mistakes and thinking that everyone secretly hate me. I love wanting to give up everything and stay in my room forever.
That’s life
i refuse to join more social media websites. if all the ones i'm on die, i hope i can recover my teenage self's ability to read a book a day instead